Have mercy on this body, it is learning to bend and shape, but creaks and occasionally splits, releases sighs from spinal aches, the vertebrae laying lifeless, loving you so, whispering of lip marks but no teeth, sunsets but no rises, a bed but no you. These aches are old, I know, these aches are tired, I'm sorry, this skin is a poem and I leave unedited drafts of myself in every bed that has ever held me, ever fractured me with metaphor, abandoned with a half-cocked heart.