I've withdrawn my minds from all things concerning you. Simply put any imagines of you completely out of view. Yes, disconnect all thoughts like a plug from a wall socket.
In hopes that I never have to truly deal with anything concerning you. But this a disconnection only last for a while. For like a child's reaching out for the only parent they know.
That's the way, I find I solely in need of you. And then truth of reality becomes real. That this disconnect self determination never would do for long.