As I pour out my heart secredly hoping you'll never find out.
As I pour out my heart to everyone who don't really care and avoid you willing to Listen.
I know I appear cold,
I'm just hiding all the scares you gave me.
A part of me has not lost Hope though I know it's Hopeless to keep on Hoping.
You getting Married and thats the deepest scare of all.
As I pour out my Heart and hope you never see this..
I Hope I find healing with each word I write!