What will I strive for, when all avenues seem blocked? I want something more, a direction of being self-satisfied. What will it take, to move upward from this hole? Having courage seems the way, to put the desire in my soul. Can I do this on my own, or will I fall flat on my face? There is a will deep inside, to make things better for my life. Once done, my family will benefit, and I will have no regrets.