The blade
Creeps in my mind
Every once in awhile
Blood
Stinging
Burning
Comforting sensation
When i don't want to feel
Now
I don't feel the need
As often anymore
My ED helps me now
I know that's not the way to go either
How to be normal?
Don't know such a concept
Relating to my emotions
These are my security blankets
I need them to keep my alive