How long i could bare these pains?
I can't hold this
There is none to share this
A friend will hear untill she got a lover
Every relations hear untill their problems comes in
I don't acuse   anybody
because i'm getting hurt out of my own character
it's ain't my problem
god who created me in such a way
what could i do
i'm longing i'll long
i dont want anybody
they don't want me too
i shout at them
am i a ******
oh god!just take me away from everybody
i dont fit to be in this world
how long i could console myself
no,i cant
i will n't die too
because that little thing cant equate these pains
..oh god am i sensitive
i am loving every relation in deep
but that cause a pain
why cant i act
as others did
really god ,,,
do something
i can take
even  pepoles
dont accept me or
love me (deep)
but i cant take people
hate me
ok...i want to be alone
i don't loose my character
because of my pschy actions..
i dont know what is the reason
for all these problems
but i will live these pains
Ooooo....

sorry this is not a poem
but  a pain...