someone please help me
looking like a ******* shame
i am just an imbecile
i  only live in drama

why can't i be sober
why do i drag this over

leaving every promise empty
i am just a worthless lier
i will only complacate you

trust in me i seek in you
i will find a center in you
i will chew you up and leave

trust me

i hide behind my own shadow
someone blow a ******* whistle stop me
beat some sense in me

why can't i start things over
why can't i sleep my life away
why can't i stay sober
why is life only misery
why can't i figure out this mystery

why does this have happen
i want what i want