I sometimes hate this earth.
I'm not sure which is worst.
This life or the curse.
Only once I gave birth.
The only & the first.
An angel was delivered.
My happiness was shattered to slivers.
My tears shed enough to fill rivers.
I thought I was nice.
But no one to never ever marry once or twice.
If you know me, you hate me.
Even the parts you can't see.
I no longer cry.
I don't wonder why.
I only hope to never die.
To have or to hold.
Too late another year old.
Your heart is too dark & cold.
Another lie unbelieved is told.
I never got to keep any Guy.
Bad or good.
They never would.
Maybe they should.
If they thought they could.