You are the relentless force crushing and bearing down on my fragile shoulders You are the shivering that remains long after being outside in the cold You are the sweat that gets in your eyes after pleading that the room would just cool down for a moment You are the dollar missing from my wallet when I go to order a coffee at the local cafe You are the lost hours of sleeping catching up with me as I wake up each morning You are the plague that haunts my mind You are the shroud over my eyes, preventing me from seeing what I should You are unnecessary You are pointless You are harmless You keep me up at night You make me dread being awake You are crippling You are me