Let me drift away in the breeze
I've lost who I am inside.
Emotions emptying my conscious form
Leaving me nowhere to hide
The scent of him still lingers on my clothes
His words still fresh in my memory
As I stare at a blank face, full of no regard to something that once existed
A heart dropping feeling as I take my first hit
Too upset to stay sober,tired of his ****
So now I fall into my bad trip
Wishing to be free of his appearance's grip
Lost in the memories of what used to be
Lost in thought of how he was to me
Anger and rage as well as sorrow combined
Could never be the answer to moving forward but instead makes you look behind