I want a man that reads with blue pen, ink blots a page like he unbuttons my blouse slow breathy traces from knot to knot fingers passing every imperfect freckle that dots his eyes to my skin. Then pause. I want him to read closely the blooming scents that escape my sighs – first quick and salty anticipating a touch flirtation at my inner thigh, then a rub, no, a well placed grasp. I want him to know when to squeeze throw down my hair and pace the heaving contours that flow more passionately than the Baltic Sea. Then I want to make waves make him crash and sway into me deep until the sheets seem to float above us and then drop to drape like flags pull under me once again reading my gaping breaths now heavy like a volcanoes peak, tasting the raspberry magma of my tongue. I want a man to study the life lines of my erosion, know where they crack and ache and split into new directions. I want a man to know the geography of my desire.