her heart
an open wound

weeping
like an ulcer on the skin

dedicated
to their love, body and soul

together
they were to walk as one in this world

baggage
from the past keeps getting in the way

indiscretions
only causing pain

ashes of lost love
left to blow away in the wind

eventually to disappear
like a forgotten soul once loved

my dead friends
taken in their youth

dying
believing in the future

dying
believing dreams come true

dying
believing in true love

dying
believing everything is possible

only to have it all taken away

my dead friends
taken in their youth

they died too soon

seven days straight on the *****
in drunken stupor your mind you loose

demons and devils fill your head
wanting only to be dead

with knife in hand you start to cut
burning your skin with a cigarette ****

consumed by morbid thoughts of death
you long to breathe your last breath

confined in your mind
your words are bitter and unkind

i beg

i cry

love is not enough to make you stop
there is nothing I can do

i cannot watch
i walk away

thank god that was yesterday

there is a chill in my bones
i can no longer feel your sun

my heart aches
winter is already here

fog surrounds  me
engulfing me in numbness

bitter cold has taken hold
tears  pour like rain

How I long to have your arms around me

Our hands flow over each other
like water
teasing

teasing  tongues lapping every inch of each other
like ocean waves
devouring

devouring each other
like wild animals
pleasing

hard and soft come together
like sugar and cream
desiring

desiring as we melt into each other
like chocolate
arousing

arousing each other we become one
moving to a rhythm only we can hear
burning

burning like a candle until the flame is blown

i know the deal
they give us birth
push us out
we learn hurt
i've watched the coffin dip
i drank from the bottle tip
any **** you throw at me
i'll spit it back in your face as poetry
i don't need to read the good book
i have you by the hook
a woman who could have you on her platter
if needed your weak heart i'd ******* shatter
i have you by the ***** *******
so pucker up and ******* kiss
i will devour your every wish-

caught up in cyberspace
you cannot see me

your body is here
the mind somewhere else

i walk past you naked
you do not see

you **** with my mind
not me

i feel numb
lost interest

I think is time for you to leave.....