i have taken everything in stride for the last 10 months. i have no clue how i have done that, just that i did. i guess i've reached my limit, i feel theres not turning back. my mind, heart, and soul, completely out of whack. my mind and body suffering in binding pain, what a shame that after so long playing these games, i have had no gain. pain is one thing, binding pain is another. pain is when you're hurt, or someone broke your heart. binding pain is when you have endured so much pain that you finally reach you cracking point. i feel my heart with every painfulbeat.