My eye's are fuzzy
I feel cold and gray

These feelings I get
Make me sick

These feelings
That I love you

They hurt once and awhile

They bring me self pity
Feelings I don't like

That minute has passed
I'll shake my head

So I don't wish you for dead
I start to write

About my terrible past
About the life we had

Thoses days are now over
Why don't they leave my head