Realization spreading through my veins like cancer I knew deep down you did not hold the answer You said that I could do no better You told me we would last forever In time I learned that this was indeed untrue It is your heart that I wish I never knew You were my undoing, I barely recovered Now you live with the fact that you will find no other Doing lifetime of penance as your sentence I bet you wish now things had turned out much different Swallowing medicine can be so bitter When you are alone with your regrets maybe consider What life would be like without mistakes I hope it hurts every beat your heart takes