I never tried to see through your eyes. Sure, I projected myself into a mind I thought I could find, but I never saw things the way you did. In the aftermath it seemed clear, but the lenses of memory focus and I know that try as I did, Nothing ever made quite the same sense I overestimated your emotional capacity I underestimated your boredom and I gave no thought to the synapses between No; in looking back, I know most of all that I never tried to see through your eyes.