Maybe a little more.
Maybe the over dose will
help. Maybe, my life wouldn't
be such a heart shattering
disaster. Maybe Jesus
would give me one of the most
amazed lifes.
Maybe  he might just put me in a machine
like the  one he hath built for me.
Maybe i will  have food.
Maybe win one of the most beautiful crowns
Maybe, he wont put me back on this horrid
earth. Where all the monsters are devouring
me.