I don’t remember what color my walls are
and It seems like I can’t breathe anymore
I don’t know what’s taking you so long

I thought you’d come right back.
patience was never me and while,
I’m missing you, I can’t stop crying

and the sky isn’t blue no more
I can’t stop dreaming about you,
only to reach over and find an empty space

Mama told me boys aren’t worth it
but only if she knew what I’d do for you
she’d be sure of it too.

my body seems to stay numb,
I might be losing it
my stomach doesn’t flutter,
and my fingers don’t tingle

my eyes don’t sparkle,
and my heart seems
to beat at a normal pace.
I seem to still miss you.