My body yearns to die, but my mind strives to live. My heart wants to hate, but only knows love. My eyes want to close forever, but are clearly wide open. My hands want to ****, but are merely a loving touch. My lips want to poison, but only know a gentle kiss. My lungs don't want to inhale, but haven't stopped yet. If I wanted any of this,it'd already of been said & done. Love me for the person I am & the choices I make. Because I love you enough to make this run.