Real is when you can admit that you dont smoke?
that you can admit your faults
...your flaws
with your heart
not your mind
...its the now
its pure
its better than *** ill tell you that
its so freeing
better than rainbows
but maybe not unicorns
...and glitter
but its a hell a lot better than going around faking a persona, being all big and bad for people who arent gonna matter truth....*******
snobs
maybe some some nice people
....but being real is focusing on you
on the now
and doing what you love now
if your afraid its not real
not real at all
however you want to interpret that...fine
but life...
i tell ya
is real
but at the same time not
its full of this ideal....picture
and everyone is adapted to think that this is what its about
that we gotta beat em...we gotta be better
to have worth
....and this is phony
its fake
.....
first of all
friends...they come, they go...gone
****
new ones appear
....same **** happens
come gone, maybe back, maybe forever
but they come and they go
but what stays forever is your soul
...you are not the people you **** with
the words you say
the age you are
the money you got
the clothes you wear
your house
your "race"
your whatever
.....you are not that
you are your soul
and you are different from the ***** next to you....
either your friend or your not so friend...
but you guys werent made to be the same
different souls
different souls
....and your friend
you probably wont see her
or associate in 2 years or more in your case
but...people come and go
...so put all your focus
...in bettering yourself
..for your sake
and the people you love...will love you regardless...
i mean if they truly do they'll accept you
so put all your energy
into living your definition
of the most perfect life ever
if it feels extremely weird
then stop everything your doing weird
...if you really wanna do this
..i dare you to just go for it
youlll thank yourself on your death bed
.....cuz life is not forever
and right now
i am 15...
ive never smoked
i have drank...not gonna lie
but.....i have a whole life ahead of me
to be whatever in the moment
soooooo.....
who cares if i lie about smoking ***
and hating it
who cares....
my life
my soul
is inevitable
and is mine
and i treasure it
as much as my hair...
and that my friends is very real for a young black chic in a world like this....