living in a dark spiral dream yet its not a dream just harh reality how do I lose my self my love and ambition caring from the depths within loving with my everything but yet being treated like I am recycling I scream unique but they didnt listen If I could I would leave more than just a poem this is real this is me how could you let me bleed no not physically but mentally my heart is gone and so are you what do I do when my heart is blue black and blue my mind races for you, im just venting!!!!