Is today the day
I stop settling for less than I deserve
For hoping for things and people that were never meant to be
To be happy and joyous, with just me
I make excuses
And fantasize
When all I need to do
Is open my eyes
He doesn't love me
My job is a joke
I need to put down the ***** and the coke
I gotta stop running
I'm getting no where
My life is grey, I cannot see
I've gotten so far away from reality
I want it all
Be patient they say
I'll find my purpose
Somehow, some day
Please Dear God show me the way