I am 24 going on 25 Not knowing where to go, but in my room to hide From a judgmental world full of deception and lies So much darkness inside Hard to open my eyes When secretly, I wish I would die Struggling to seek positivity When I find it, it doesn't seem to last Still bothered about mistakes and wishing I could change the past Everyone doesn't move on as fast as others do There are many people like me who hurt just like you