The library is more like a hospital. Bleached lights cause migraines, the words too clinical and exposed like eczema scars on my wrists. It is too bright to fall in a thicket of cognitive thought and blind imagery.
The secret of beauty is good lighting. I could never fall in love with a word under such a surgical glow, all intimacy on show in a place meant for German Dictionaries and free wi-fi. A place for the missing to sleep, and not a place to daydream.
There is no smell of coffee, only the occasional whiff and crackle of a surreptitious sandwich interrupting the stale breath of printer ink and ointment. I am all for public places until I find myself within one.
Exposed under these artificial stars, I come here for a chance of no distraction. Each time, however, I find myself languid. Eyes set to some indefatigable point whilst I catch the taste of shared air, the sirens in the distance, the location of nowhere.