I can't go back to the life that I had
Guilt and shame
Suffering and pain
Lie after lie
Day after day
No one believed me
Why would they?
Sincere at the time
But overwhelming was the crave
It didn't take long before I would  cave
I woke up again and again
Only to do it all over again
The bottle was my only friend
I get on my knees and pray
I'll never again have to live this way