To be free

I'm waiting for the day
When I am ok
With just being alone
Just me in my home
Will the day come when I don't think of you
Do you think of me
I'm still under your spell
I need to break free
I look towards the pillow you used to rest your head
I get so angry I want to burn up the bed
Everything reminds me of you
No matter where I go or what I do
I'm waiting for that day
When memories of you have faded away
And I can be happy
Just being me