Beholden. I am for a tainted past. Years of scars. Inwardly vast. Recollected memories so brawn. In my dreams. They will never be gone. At a time.. Feeling worthless... Knowing now. A test.. A test of hidden purpose. Purpose that has given me preparation. Inspiration. Determination. Motivation for a delightful future is now my affixation. I am.. Beholden.