i cant breathe
my lungs are tight
with fears that bleed
into my eyes.
tears stain my cheeks
and my sobs shriek
into my dark
and vacant room.
loneliness
shudders my teeth
hoping that
you'll come save me.

you're with your friends
cigarettes and drinks
you've probably found
a girl to please
your angry drives and
addictive needs
someone who's anything
but me.

and still i wait
in spite of my self
in chance you'll come
although you wont.