This will be the last thing i write. i don't know how much more i can fight. everyday i ask myself, "why?". i can't answer that, all i can do is cry. these will be the last words i say. i hope they can touch your heart in so many ways. Just know you're not because of this pain. Before I knew you my tears already fell like rain. I love you more than words can say. I hope that I'll see you in the afterlife one day. I had spread my wings and I was ready to soar. But I just couldn't take this anymore. Don't cry, I'm not worth your tears. Be happy because now that I'm gone so are all my pain and fears. I know nobody cares. Not even you even though you pretended to be there.