stymied, i sit in the library surrounded by words but ....yet nothing of worth comes to me.... instead i write this missive all the while knowing.... it is the drivel of a mind confounded....stumped ....run dry...
it occurs to me...i write more of the act of putting pen to paper, than aught else at present
and that i well may be caught in a meta maze of my own making....
i feel my wells have run dry and what i write here and now is but mud and slime scraped from the murky depths.....
i excuse this muck as the product of a long year.... not enough time distractions of the overly emotional type
but am secretly scared that i have come to the end of my ink that i will succumb to poesis nullaris and not ever write again....
or worse....write dreck, drivel, and bad rhyme
stymied...... stymied whispers the gnome within my ear...