I whisper poison to myself in ways only poets can, wondering why you never asked me for the antidote. Sat in the middle of my warzone, decomposing symphonies formed in your ears when my poetry held you tighter than I could. It is better to recognise your blood stains for what they are. I blame myself. I blame myself. I blame myself.
I blame myself, when you still arrive unannounced at my door with ****** knees and elbows. Shirt sleeves and split jeans. Again, I have another hole to make whole again. To stitch up your stars into rearranged constellations that match the traced freckles on your back, that do not form to spell my name, that aren't metaphors; but the truth.