everything is becoming a blur
slowly fading
feeling myself let go
going to another place
and leaving this one behind
this place that has you
need to be somewhere
that doesn't have you
where I can't see or think of you
I'm falling up into the clouds
going higher and higher
but feeling lower and lower
all of this just to let go of you
to forget that I am missing you
maybe this time I won't wake up

[bnm]