My heart blackened in an instant
'I don't love you like I should'
'I want to seek and be free'
Those words I couldn't hear or feel
Perturbed, lost and could not see
My inside was hurting and
my outside was diminishing
I realised and accepted the truth
a future without him, a new beginning
My little girls need me, I have to carry on
Capable of marching and being
I do miss your smell
I cannot hate u but I will forget the pain
My eyes feel black
My heart is cut
My mind is blocked
I wonder... whether I'll ever find peace