i'll be 23 at a liquor store on my way to a party the boy who i'm with will think my name is sorry maybe the cuts will be scars by then but that doesn't mean i'll be better i still won't know how to be sober i'll be in a stranger's bathroom crying my eyes out, they'll think it's just the shrooms but it'll be you, it'll always be you i'll talk about the boy who didn't love me back even with *** and alcohol in the equation. maybe i'll be okay then, but it'll never hurt less