flashback and I'm pulling at your heart strings and you beg for me to be tangled with you it's innocence of our first kiss and promised everyone it's true it's a bright afternoon but you swore to me im the only one that shines and I'm not walking in a straight line but you promise everything is fine the words you speak sound foreign to me and I won't believe a single character I've been hurt so this is not new but I thought you were fresh air the air is fresh and so are we and I can't think of better possibilities but there's calm before the storm and I've never been one for tranquillity opened doors and warmth in your look I feel safe with every breath that we took but safety can only go so far and I caught glance of your wondering look now it's doubled over pain from something not physical and I can't seem to understand how someone full of love can be so cold now it's coming back and trying to fix the crack but crazy glue is just a scam searching and scanning for anything like a plan I've never liked the plans you seemed to adore and that's were we fell through because artificial blood can't replenish everything I lost for you present day and were both alone with another breathing being and it's not you we get better and worse with every old verse of songs I would sing to you you're living now but I feel so dead from all the things that you've done my favorite flower dies with the wind just as soon as you're gone