This guy was on the bar steps, but mentally by the tap, mentally lip-locked with a long neck lover mentally on a beach in Vietnam. "Red Beach Two," I swear he said. It could've been "we beat you," aimed at the Vietnamerican bartender straining Manhattan Projects for faceless suits toasting by the jukebox beating out Springsteen. Something about a bomb, millions of lives, and innocent Satan. But that war's over now. This guy must have seen some **** because he kept his arms down and eyes at attention like a death march. He watched everything like a liquid sky slowly draining, leaving the Sun tacked up to the cosmos. He pushed the crescent moon over to get a better look at Andromeda's guts, and tore a hole in the pool lining. He revealed more ocean with U-boats and Albatrosses and the Enola Gay sobbing for what it had done. And bombs / bombs / bombs. And Nagasaki, we did it. It's our fault. "We're sorry" spokesung to the beat of a two-finger tremolo on a stretched hide drum. And Hiroshima, we're sorry. We didn't know, but we did. WE ******* KNEW ALL ALONG. We made the bomb, we tested it in the desert, we put a bow on it, and left it on your doorstep. We left it beneath the arch. THE ARCH. That arch I've seen in my dreams. This guy, broke and begging for a beer, has seen it. He is it. He was the atom bomb and the bomber and Hiroshima and the universe. He is it.
I saw this guy at work and he seemed like he had everything.