somebody stop me from growing up
i still have lots of questions in mind
the time is going by so fast
yet my curiosity is still finding what's right
till soon when I reach 25
it will only leave me with a childish sign

Why does everything that i feel
to people, it seems unreal
does it take them to pop the bubble
or am I just from a different world?

And the places we used to go together
now we just pass each other as strangers.

I know for a fact
This voice in my head
will come and attack
sticking my body to the bed
when the angel comes to collect
i’ll already be lying dead.

How do you know
if the feeling is real
or a mere imagination
out of grudges?

cuz i’ve grown tired
dealing with existence
everytime it lingers
craving for closure.

I'll just let this one slip

I've been sleeping late
but not to meet the due date
i've starved my plants for 3 days
tho i know i'll cry if it dies
i went downstairs to do laundry
ended up trying a new recipe
i'm just too lazy to move my bone
slowly i'm addicted to being alone

I'll just let this one slip

i absolutely have no clue
what do people my age usually do?