She holds my attention
having gently extracted eye from my head
rolls my all seeing sphere
against every inch of her
releases fractionated fears

Peripheral intensity

Then she
inserts me

Shows me insides
mysteries unrevealed to others
chasms of want and desire
Yearn canyons

So large at this angle
light pours in
from her eyes
nostrils
ear cavities
Her open mouth
where succulent mist is swallowed

No organs exist in here
other than
hard thumping heart

Eye inside her
reverberates
learns how she sees

Enfranchise worry and tears
go for it, those open floodgates
bottle and market it
sweeten with corn syrup
bittersweet amalgamation
lead poisoned wall
tankard of stern lost eyes
so swollen
cannot drip

Soon faucet will rust
and stagnant death
you have witnessed
will sanctify
any maddened reason why

Resistance to smile
through it
though you know you were blessed
to have loved each and every
Your dearly departed

Leaky toxic brew
Such as this
does no honor

To a life
an ongoing confer of privilege
You still own

So let it be
begin to smile

Again

that awkward laugh
pushed through an explosion

Tears


beauty you recognize
through the pain
You are permitted
this indulgent elixir

Peering through the curtains
Leering at my *****
Boy next door uncertain
Eyes find mine and join

Breath upon the window
Death in cerebral find
Wanting willing syndrome
How we like in kind

Innocence is further lost
An instance unforgotten
Once shared, soon be tossed
Our friendship misbegotten

In tunnelled darks, pastes of reminisce
Outward disjoint points to irrelevance
Spooned and coned in cold mountaintops
The darks of sorrows and trails of struggles

Persistence patterns of self satire in gloom
Sunken in identity crisis of broad oceans
Stormy seas spotlighted by beatific stars
Trajectory of spilled ice in recurrent motions

A mere past cocooned by fears and tears
Clouded in thoughts that cruise and decline
Greyed white imprinted by sudden sadness
Madness echoes on arched ancient bricks

Checkered maniacs of fulfilled passions
Filed and iced in cased prolific memories
Cascades of sunshine tickles to warmth
Orchards of glow that bloom and grow

Picked, ticked and unpacked from boxes
Attacked, nurtured and stored in bliss
Eventful lessons unfolds in untold augury
A mission as the known permeates and fade

Windowed eyes all line up in parade
Mirrored lights digest the haunted haste
A stranger to self, an ally to another
A dance of bright entwine a twist of blur

Clearly eyes are smitten
When first I looked at you
Cat was then a kitten
And took away my blue

Peace of mind brought to me
Enticing aromatic blend
Turns so ever smelly
Now we say, “just friends”

It’s okay, I’m living life
You’re not my first bus ride
Love comes to, with no strife
From each and every side

Today I may be happy
Tomorrow I’m still gay
Love so ever sappy
It’s just my fickle way

You can bring me flowers
Trying to make up
Know that I have power
And hold the golden cup

I view love differently
And am sometimes sad with it
It’s not just you specifically
Difficult loving me, I sadly do admit

Tonight i will look at the stars,
I will dream of you and I
Now, tell me, Is there life on mars?
Or just stardust in the sky?