we were together on the rooftop
sharing the same skies
gazing the beautiful sunset together
seeing the clouds marching towards the sun

as the sun is going down through the clouds
as the breeze passes through us
we were sharing things about life
i was happy for that moment.

you said you are the sun
but why you burns me instead of shine for me ?

the damage has done
shattered into pieces
nothing left only tears
and memories
gasping for help

As you believe that everything will fall to its place
So I do
I believe that you'll come back one day
and realize that
I'm madly, deeply in love with you
I believe that in the deepest part of my soul that
No matter what challenges might carry us apart
We will always find our way back to each other.

I was your shelter
Where you can rest placidly and peacefully without having any doubt
Where you can complain everything that happening in this world
Where you can express your feelings
Where you can rest your head on my chest
and feel my heartbeat that sounds like your name

I realized it was only for awhile
The joy, tears and happiness we have shared together
Those days are now gone
And I'm alone again like an abandoned shelter
Empty inside but filled with memories
Waiting for someone who is worth it
To clean up the mess and make it like home again
Just like the way you did before.

I was lost
Until you showed me way back home
Into your warm and strong arms.

Its you again, yes you
I couldnt stop myself from thinking about you
Its just like drug, so addicting
But slowly the addiction kills me
Its kills my soul
The way it took my soul was so painful
It ripped my chest and I can't stop the bleeding.
In the end, no matter how hard I try to forget you
It was always you who heal myself
I dont even know how it heals me back
But I feel like the black and white as we recall in our dream
Has color again.

I feel like whenever im so tired because of my sleepless night thinking about you
Has courage again to wake up and be energetic for the whole day.

Yes its you and It will always you
Who can heal my naked soul
That is craving for you.

Out of your curves and your body
I'd still choose to fall for your eyes
Cause I know as we are getting older
We aren't getting more beautiful than we were before.
but eyes won't get old
for me.

Here I am again
I've tried to express my feelings through writing
but I just don't know what to write
My mind is a mess, chaos and calm
Created by you.

You planned
I planned
We planned

but

God is the best planner.

Since you can't take me with you
Take the memories we have made and cherish it as I will always will.
Distance between us does not matter at all
As long as I still love you
I will always remember the tears and joy
That we have shared together
and if we aren't meant to be together in this world
I'll be yours in another life.

You always say that you're not good enough
But little do you know
You've always been more than enough
and always will be

It hurt so much but
Again, what is love if it is painless ?

Please remember me when we are leaving each other
Please don't forget me
Please remember all of our memories and tears that make us together before
How long will you love me ?

I had a dream
you were hugging me and spinning me around
You're giggling and I'm laughing

Everything last longer
When I'm with you
Including us.

I take a deep breath every time I close my eyes.
Imagine that you're no longer with me.
Tears fall,
Sighs

I can't see you
But I know you're here with me
Inside my heart
Placidly
and peacefully
forever
and always

You left
I stayed
and you remain
Left.

When the night comes
I'll be on my own
To the warzone
To have battle against my own thoughts
That keep circling to you

I won't judge you for how you choose to heal yourself

because when you heal

I hope I am around to see it.

I'm sorry

I'm so late.

I'll be the last shadow walking

Your side of street

I'll be a stranger talking

Eyes you won't meet

I'll be a distance waving with no face to wear

And a smile left fading unaware

Wounds getting better

Life's getting harder.

All the time

When I felt

That she could love me back

My flower blooms

Now its left eaten by insects

Can't believe it's over

Can I just be normal ?

What should I do ?

Seeing her from afar warms my heart.

I only want you

You.