When you left,
it was like a water fall
      the water falls without choice
          but I knew it was my choice to fall with it
to the rock bottom.

I would give up my sight,
So you could see how beautiful you are.
I would give up my hearing,
So you could hear all the nice things people say about you.
I would give up my heart,
So you could love your self.
I would give up my voice,
So you could say you love your body.
I would give up my mind,
So you could think about the good things and not the bad.
I would give up every part of me if it would help you.

I control the wind that whips around you neck,
slowly suffocating you,
I control the waves that pull you in,
never letting you go,
Im the earth that tugs around your feet,
hauling you down,
Im the moon that reflects at that right moment,
blinding you,
I am the rain that shoves your car,
on that busy motorway,
I am the fire that spits at you fiercely,
burning your paper skin.
Patience is survival.
Do not test mine.

He was just an arrangement of 1s and 0s
which manifested itself into a body
on the other side of the planet

There were a three times
that he was right beside me
despite him not being there at all

First, he sat on the side of my bed
struck by a drunken haze
when he told me he loved me

Second, he came out of my closet
to keep me from crying
when I thought I lost him

And third, appeared right beside me
when I was walking back home
while the sun was wiping my tears.

I touched him on his shoulder
then he whispered
"I don't know who you are
We have never known each other."

I longed for death
But that I could not do
I was not scared of death, no
I was afraid of dying without you.