At times in my life i asked for help but no one came
At times I felt abandonned within this skin
At times i hated all that was my life
The knife was too sharpe
The stone too hard
And peoples hearts were too transparent
God sent jesus
He also sent his forgotten angel
lucifer
The bringer of light
Through his darkness
We turn the night into day
We turn nightmares into illusions
He got swollowed up into the plan which god created
A darkness darker than any humans heart
We in our physical form felt the darkness
The strong ones manage to climb through
To become enlightened
They will be
True survivors in eternity
But the souls of some
Can't take the strain
Death and disallusion
Was never the aim
As we become lighter
So can lucifer take his his place once again
By God's right side
Now tell me
Who really is the saviour of men

Would you hold me
Gently
Pull my clothes from my body
Roughly
Would you love me
Passionately
Would you take my face
and smash it against the wall
Then would you hold me
Gently
would you love me
It's quite sad how people work in cycles
loving hating forgiving loving hating forgiving

God its cold tonight
I wouldnt of bothered but its easy cash
and i'm dying for a fix

'What did that bloke just say to you kate'?

'cheeky ***'

'don't get nothing for free in life mate

go back to your borin wife , what she not know how to do ya good'

'Blokes like that make me blinkin laugh'

'Well you keep laughing little one cos there in't much to

laugh at down this street for sure'

'you got any johnny's?'

'What the hell you doing coming out unprepared, here you go

don't say i don't do nothin for ya'

The girls hanging on corners
For a ***** little fix*
Food to feed their children
Their pimps pullin their tricks
All dressed up
Thinking they lookin ****
When they are  just lookin  like a couple of tarts
If only daddy could see you now it would break his blinkin heart


You can look down your noses
You can think your better by far
But who bought you the watch darling
or the spankin new car
Who payed for the holiday to florida
Or the trip with the girls to japan
what makes you better than them girls
When you really dont even love your man
Thats why he goes to them  

Cheap thrills
Circus tricks
Grubby man

**Who are the clowns
Take them down
strip them bare
their all the same
It's just the game

Beauty is seen
Within and without

She has no need for
forgotten dreams
and people who have hurt her
Today she has decided to ride the wave
of a new and real
reality

Are you trying to make me love you?
Are you hiding behind words
When what i want is
your breath upon my skin

Are you trying to woo me
With talk so sweet and intentions so real
The ice queens heart is beating faster
and melting with every word that leaves your mouth

You have such a beautiful mouth
I can imagine kissing all my troubles away
Moments of bliss
oh for a touch of those lips upon mine

The thing is
i know i can have you
Will i let you hold me a little longer next time
Will a kiss goodbye become sweeter
With moments we share becoming
Something to treasure

Are you trying to make me love you?
Because i feel kind of dizzy
When i see you or even just hear you
it makes me smile.
I want to feel your breath upon my skin and
the touch of your lips upon mine lips .

I may be falling ......

Dew falling on fairy faces
A child
Of pixie blood comes forth in understanding
Water coloured happiness
In a smile so serene

Naked moments
When only your truth is laid before you
Flutes of tears
Already wiped away
Candy tuff's  mixed with apple blossom
Serves my heart well
As i burn the insence
And meditate on
The moment of mine desire

Come slowly
Ever healing
Kneeling before
The magisty of life
Grand in your understanding

Two fairy tears I pay for your love
Deny me not
The magic of your years
For i will die without
The webs you weave
The threads you sew
And the pain you bleed

I can raise above myself
And raise you
Higher

Place your hand
In the hand of life
And believe
Just beleve
It should be so

I want
To dry your tears
Take away your pain
And kiss your
Silken cheeks

Come
Lets play on the wind
Slide down the sunbeams  
And whistle merry tunes in the wild
Let yourself be free
To hold my heart
Knowing it will not fall

Dew falling on fairy faces
A child
Of pixie blood comes forth in understanding
Water coloured happiness
In a smile so serene

I dream

because in my dreaming

I come alive

In my dreaming

I trust

In my dreaming

I can look into you ...

and find the love within you

I dream to become whole

I dream

because when i dream

everything seems more real

than when i'm  awake

In my dreams

We speak for hours from our hearts

And you hear me

When I dream

I feel free

Free to love

Not only you

But myself

So in my dreams

Nothing hurts my soul

And at last i'm in love

With you





I see love*

Where  love can not be found

I find sadness

where no one hears a sound

I see

The silent scream

within that young girls womb

I hear

The heart that broke all too soon

I feel

The child

Who is left out in the cold

Fathers a drunk

Mother

well she is nothing but a fool

I feel the hunger

I cant stand the pain

How all of humanity

leaves each other out in the rain*

I am the eye

I am the truth behind your smile

I am the rythmn

I am the soul of man

I will be the one that wipes away the  tears

**I will be here through out the years