Pebbles

Pebbles Jan 2011

She watches from the doorway
Remembering every moment
If you could look through her eyes
You could feel the love
That radiates through the dust and the grim
Only she knew the deeper meaning
held within the frame
Only she felt the abcense of a man in her life
They just noticed the lack of aftershave and clothes
She smiles as she turns to leave
Always a magpie
Collecting things to keep her heart warm
Now she would throw them to the wind
Knowing now the truth of life and death
And the beauty that lay before her

This is inspired by Jp's 'Estate sale' ...thanku kind sir for being here, it makes all the difference to my poetic experience

Pebbles Dec 2010

Nothing to fear

I breathe you in
Desiring more
Wanting time
To slow down
Just for a while
Rose petals upon the snow
reminding me how i feel
I breathe out
and wonder why
I feared love so

cpy;2010

Pebbles Dec 2010

Warm feet

I miss tucking my feet under legs

while sitting cosy on the sofa

under the legs of another

I always get cold feet

Its not like I miss anyone in perticular

I just miss having somewhere warm to tuck my feet

Pebbles Dec 2010

Feeling better

Tomorrow when you awake
Stretch your arms up
Higher than you ever did before
Towards the sky
Breathe the day in deeply
And know
Deep within yourself
That to day will be
Just a little better
A small fragmented moment better
You will smile at least once
Maybe at the song of the robin outside your window
He sings for you and usually you don't notice
Well make sure you do
And smile
At the blue skys
For how we frown when the skys are grey
Is the sunshine not reason to feel alive
Is your freedom not reason
To hold your hands above your head and
Sigh one of those knowing it's guna get better sighs
Like thank god Ive hit the bottem
Cos now theres only upwards to travel
Just a little better
and from there feel a little better again
and soon you will feel fine
and alive with all that is you

Pebbles Dec 2010

On top of the tree

Let me sprinkle fairy dust
upon the thoughts you keep*
iside your head*
Let me hold the magic

Bells wake me
from a dream so real

Let me roll marzipan between my fingers
And cherish the special moments we share

Remember when we thouught
The world was beautiful
When tears were only for happiness
When was that I wonder?
I know not how to capture
This feeling
I would bottle it
And keep it forever

Hold my hand
I wish to share
With all of creation

Be not scared

I am here to empower you
Not distroy all you have
Your pain is yours
Keep it
But wrap it in love and move freely

Within the darkness
A light has been offered

Will you distroy
The friend you created
You asked and it was given
You recieve and distroy

Fairy dust finds it hard to create
When you don't believe in me
I will sit awhile over looking
The time you spend wishing

Then you will once again pack me away
In the box next to the tree
Will you see me again next year?
Will you wish the same wish
The magic is there
Feel free to banish me

**Feel free to sprinkle fairy dust on all that you see

Pebbles Dec 2010

Seashore

Sea shore
sea shore
beckoninng
With those warm rays
and gentle hands
Guide me forward
and I will follow
silently
ever knonwing
in my heart
that this is right
Seashore
I love your warmth
Your desire
and I love that I am a humble pebble
that sits watching seasons upon your isle

Pebbles Dec 2010

Things I hate

I hate when your underwire digs in so tight
even though you know its the right size
I hate the fact that the shops only stock
small sizes in lace and silk
But hey what about me
They int so large
Did you see that girls
oh my
Maybe I should ask her where she shops
I hate that i need to travel out of town
I hate that the women in that shop wants
To measure an tuck
I hate that she's a perfect cup
With a perfect but
Oh but for all this hating

Don't you just love the end of the day
when you can you can wriggle out of
The thing that keeps you all togeather
pure freedom

Would just like to say thanks to the underwire on my new bra for the inspiration and now i think I need a little freedom lol