it begins slow
one drop
felt by only few below
then it continues, tenacious in its ways
setting out to restore
however
people complain of the bore
put your trust in me please
as the wind gently blows
rustling leaves on the trees
there is nascent
enduring through the night
remember
there is no darkness
only light

everything changes, as you grow
toys, once bringing happiness, get left behind
people, so apocryphal, come and go
does it not scare you?
how everything can seem so warm, so kind
until one day,
you wake up.

everything is black, i need to get out
the darkness creeps over me
i can’t scream, i can’t shout
i can’t hear anything
where are you?
misty blue, grey, purple
the water runs red
they don’t understand
save me from myself, from my head
where are you?
it’s not me, i swear it’s my mind
why can’t i sleep?
what is going on?
i’m drowning now
where did i go wrong?

don’t talk
just sit there, think
it encapsulates you
and slowly you sink
down
into the black
they try to save you
you won’t come back

a pond
with colours of green and brown
fish swim
down
down
down
a mere ripple awakens the water

creeping silently
in the dead of night
shadowy beings
fill your sight
you run as fast as you can
your lungs burn
something inside of you clicks into place
and in the distance, within the fog
there’s a ghostly face
and you realise how you’ve been asleep for months
it’s all in your mind
they said
well how do you expect me to go on
when all i’ve been
is blind?

i want to go far away,
somewhere they can’t find me
the woods murmur, the sky a dark grey
a storm erupts from west
the rain begins slow, just small beads
then at the utmost of its pressure
pours down and cleanses its victims
i will never be as strong the rain
enchanting, tainted rhythms
i reach a quiet place to share with nature my pain
veins of crimson in the water
no one knows

a rush of blood and a jolt of hysteria in the past
has become something so repulsive
how long will this last?
struggling to understand
while knowing so clear
no one cares however, as you know
into the hours of the night they dance
you just continue
the darkness has become so comforting, a trance
where nothing hurts anymore, time feels slow
you hear them return and continue to stir
hours and hours later

i fell in the opulent abyss
the treacherous blend of green and blue
beyond the tide, a glimpse of light in the mist
from treading on the grass, encumbered with dew
an asperous stretch of glistening sand
hypnotising rhythm of the harsh crags underfoot
the echoing wail of gulls over the land
i fell into the opulent abyss
of two swirling mahogany pools
transfixed on the phantasmal bliss
encircled shadows of chestnut, purple, grey
structures of plump coral twist into a smile
stray locks of ebony hair gently sway