a rush of blood and a jolt of hysteria in the past has become something so repulsive how long will this last? struggling to understand while knowing so clear no one cares however, as you know into the hours of the night they dance you just continue the darkness has become so comforting, a trance where nothing hurts anymore, time feels slow you hear them return and continue to stir hours and hours later
i want to go far away, somewhere they can’t find me the woods murmur, the sky a dark grey a storm erupts from west the rain begins slow, just small beads then at the utmost of its pressure pours down and cleanses its victims i will never be as strong the rain enchanting, tainted rhythms i reach a quiet place to share with nature my pain veins of crimson in the water no one knows
i fell in the opulent abyss the treacherous blend of green and blue beyond the tide, a glimpse of light in the mist from treading on the grass, encumbered with dew an asperous stretch of glistening sand hypnotising rhythm of the harsh crags underfoot the echoing wail of gulls over the land i fell into the opulent abyss of two swirling mahogany pools transfixed on the phantasmal bliss encircled shadows of chestnut, purple, grey structures of plump coral twist into a smile stray locks of ebony hair gently sway
everything changes, as you grow toys, once bringing happiness, get left behind people, so apocryphal, come and go does it not scare you? how everything can seem so warm, so kind until one day, you wake up.
creeping silently in the dead of night shadowy beings fill your sight you run as fast as you can your lungs burn something inside of you clicks into place and in the distance, within the fog there’s a ghostly face and you realise how you’ve been asleep for months it’s all in your mind they said well how do you expect me to go on when all i’ve been is blind?