You want all those around you
to be happy all the time
so you ignore your own needs
and tell others that you're fine

And slowly as time passes
your smile will decay
and what once made you happy
will start to melt away

Outside you are dancing
you keep the others pleased
it doesn't take much effort
you can do it all with ease

But inside you are hurting
and you wish that you would die
yet none of those that you have helped
bother to ask why

How do I honor my dead
when I am trapped
among the living?
Silent screams inside
of my head,
left unheard to those
who surround me.
I have something to say,
but I am left without
a voice to speak.

You’re broken
Left alone at the side of the road
She walks up and down that busy street
Hoping to get some cash tonight
Someone stops, someone drives by
Pretending I’m not here
Filthy, sticky old men
They’re the only ones desperate enough
To take service from someone like me
A *****, get down on your knees
Skimpy outfits
Knee-highs, Stay-ups and short leather skirts
Smeared make-up and faked *******
I’m trash
Disposable *** toy
At your service
**** me, pay me and leave me there to bleed
She’s got her eyes open wide
Laying down in the dark corner of the alley
After a hard nights work
I’m hoping it will end

Miss me
hug me
kiss me
touch me

make my center
your surrounding space

Don't tease me
please me
never
leave me

you can't king me
it ain't a game

i wear you better
like fitted sweater

you just my size
don't change a thing

no waters wetter
no April better

forget umbrella
come play in my rain

queen reigns
u knight
with me
just right

A.M.
no letter
penned
Dear Jane

u like it
we love it
can't get enough of it

no messin
no guessin
absolutely
no testin

u wake
"Hey wifey,
our hearts not icey
feels so good
to be unashamed..."

no guilt
no filth
no watchin' milfs
i'm yo star
you got changed mind frame

What a blessin
God is present
form of worship
He don't turn His face

our bed be wild and undefiled
**** and pure
like white lace

no need to fear
our God is here
we dance this dance
so
u n a s h a m e d

no need to fear
our God is here
we dance this dance
so
u n a s h a m e d

. . .


let's do it
again.

She frequents here most weekend nights,*******, long kegs, freaky appetite,Her eyes scan every inch of the club,Wet ***, all hard and *****, to hell with love.She licks her lips, and warmly, her other lips respond,She sees her prey and grins at knowing this night will be long,They stroll towards her knowingly, they are the lucky ones,She straddles one, while the other mouth makes her come.Moaning ***** words, and writhing, her **** are bouncing freely,Two on one's her favourite, it makes her come so gleely,Her wet tongue finds something hard and veiny, she takes it in her mouth,Her stroking slips and slides make both guys moan and pant out loud.His ******* dangles over her, she's begging for a ****,The other's fingers enter her, she loves a finger ****,Her mouth fills up with pleasure juice, she comes onto his fingers,She licks it off, but takes her time,intent to make it linger...