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566 · Feb 2014
that's that
pat Feb 2014
Small words
We're too high
Misshaped sound waves
Too low
I could steal
Yes
I could steal the things I need
If it get's me there, then it gets me there
and that's that
565 · Feb 2015
know this-
pat Feb 2015
I know that I know more than I used to know,
back when I didn't know  as much as I know now,
but even though I know that,
deep down I still know,
that I don't know anything.
idk
547 · Aug 2014
beauty in every spec
pat Aug 2014
been here before
Before and I stored things before things went back
black as night I fight to prove something profound
astounded I found that there's not much to it all
all it is, is words and thoughts
caught up In the details of whys and whens
when really if I defend none of it
I end up tending to the voice that will speak the truth
truth is I knew it
truth is I threw it away for comfort and pleasure
pleasure fills me to the rim
it overflows till I have to swim
but the weight of my conscience brings me down
I fight my own sight and inevitably drown
I found comfort in death
my egos gone and all that's left is me
I'm real   I'm blessed
I cup the rest in my foreign hands
I cannot stand the hate
it makes me question my own fate
While *** and drugs come back to play
I desperately shake back to what was I doing?
I must have been lost from whatever the **** was brewing
soon I'm shooing away the evils  of this life
absorbing happy things like lovey dovey  things
no shame in it all. It sings so loud
there is beauty in every spec
and I'm proud that I can see it all
541 · Oct 2014
uncanny (10w)
pat Oct 2014
humble ways
of humble men
will crumble in
your apparition
pat Aug 2014
I draw things with feces
in dedication of my species
Finally a poem that makes sense to me
pat Aug 2014
the trees in my head were metal painted red
I shot up ****** and melted into my bed instead of going to school
I spooled thread around my finger till the tip bled
ships sped around my room on the wallpaper
gloomy clouds pushed through my screen and vapor floated around me
I tongued my teeth to see if they were there
I was completely numb and happy as a bear
532 · Aug 2014
fogs on logs
pat Aug 2014
many thoughts of grey glooms and foggy mists
not ominous. It's thick and comforting
alive and awake
for us to take advantage of
I feel one with the mist
I feel proud of its accomplishments
Its energy is floating all around me
a quiet morning, but full of energy
it's sending me things
teaching me how to be
it's clarity fused with positivity
thoughts interrupted by a golden finch
517 · Aug 2014
closet monsters
pat Aug 2014
I like guys
I think of them
when I sleep
with all these girls
516 · Aug 2014
dark green
pat Aug 2014
my dear friend Mija,
your voice is quiet and sweet
and you see a lot of truth
inside and out
breaking out of your shell, you have a lot to tell
you're not done yet and I'm eager
to see the rest of your journey
you've inspired me to create and see things beautifully
truthfully, your mind is a goldmine
I've taken the time to pray you stay safe
and have been keeping myself in a really good place
I hope you are too and soon I'll find out
we'll talk about things we both care about
this summer I've done things the way that I choose
I wrote lot's of poems,
but this one's for you
<3
513 · Oct 2014
how cute (10w)
pat Oct 2014
there is nothin better
than a dog in a sweater.
509 · Sep 2014
my friend Mija (10w)
pat Sep 2014
Your smile
is all it takes
to make me smile.
504 · Sep 2014
helplessly, I lean
pat Sep 2014
I recognized you  the other day
and now, secondary kisses are the reason that I'm missin you

Bring it all  back
take a step back to day one
back to the days  you'd smile back when I'd say hello
back to the day I didn't feel so lame

Back, way before the weakness
faking my interests to impress you
I knew it was dumb

few things came up in my brain when I'd see you
Man, I'd  be writing things down the night before
few things come up when I’m with you
Man, do I get so dull when I’m feeling nervous

Hypocrisy
I can see  you can be kind of mean
I reek like your attitude
but I think a sweet night is a night  spent with you
and I'd do anything you'd be willing to

maybe I could have everything
maybe we could walk  together
maybe I could hold your hand
maybe I should try

I can tell that
you can tell I've been confused
And I can tell
me tripping up doesn't make you amused

I can do it real cool like you wanna do it
cool hair, an outfit, a tattoo, plus whatever..
and I imagine real soon you'd get used to me

sour taste in my mouth
I'm in temporary isolation
dude, I've been having dreams all about you

fairy tale place
saving up grace  for you now
wow, I can be content living, head in the clouds

but, do I dare say
"we should hangout
yeah, we should do fun things
we could do ANYTHING WE WANT!"
......
"Just kidding girl
I know you're busy girl
don't need to say it girl
actually, I'm busy too."


who am I to say you'd be happy,
and who are you to say that you wouldn't be,

and who are we to say anything about
anything when
we don't know a thing about
anything at all?

did you misunderstand me? I said I'm in love
I can misunderstand things, now and again
Then again, I'm sorry for saying that

I don't even like you.

sorry for saying that too
496 · Aug 2014
la vie en rose
pat Aug 2014
I've been picturing your face
it comes and goes all day
I hope that you do that too
edeth piaf singing sweet
it takes away my grief
and then I float, a ways
down.
come home darling. I'm alone
my heart, it will never roam
I'll sing to you when you come
back
I've been desperate
to hear your voice, my love
but if I was gifted the choice
I'd take your breath far away
Oh,
hold me tightly when you're here
sweet darling, please do not fear
till then I'm fine on the shelf
and,
your love, if it fades away
I hope when you see my face
you remember and hold me
forevermore
482 · Aug 2014
ten words(10w)
pat Aug 2014
tentative tentacle tenders
attend potentially molten
rotten  kitten tents often
get it? cuz like all the words have ten in them and like there are ten words and like the number ten and like yeah the title and also 10 is also the number. Sooo, it works. thanks
479 · Aug 2014
you gotta be kitten me
pat Aug 2014
cats cats
big  ***  application  and or  allegation
not me and not on my face
My face is what?
blue blue blue. spewing straws fewer and fewer
I move like liquid down a leg
lick em
478 · Oct 2014
clutzieflood911
pat Oct 2014
I smile at my everlasting loyalty
I laugh at my ridiculous behavior
I search your name on Google
I locate all your accounts
I browse through all your twitter things
I find your videos to be obnoxious
I fixate on your photos
I see you've stuck with the short hair look
I ask people if they know you
I cringe when they talk about you
I wonder if you are bad
I grin because I am hopeless
I sigh  because I am helpless
I hope I cross your mind
I guarantee I don't
I mythologize you on accident
I pretend that this is not that serious
I see people act like this  sometimes
I regret starting this poem  
I dream about you frequently
I create you to be perfection
I own the setting, the dialogue, and the personality
I wake up feeling desperate
I contemplate contacting you
I remember the last time we talked
I think it went so-so
I bothered you many times over the years
I got out of hand
I fear that there is nothing I can change
I wish sappily when I see shooting stars
I met you a decade ago
I figure you still act the same
I bet I still would tense up around you
I love you unconditionally
I want you to know who I am
I doubt you ever will
474 · Aug 2014
speak slower please (10w)
pat Aug 2014
I am foreign
Not stupid
yelling loudly
doesn't help me
470 · Sep 2014
enter the void
pat Sep 2014
she told me I was selfish
I told her what that means
I followed her to death
She squeezed my hand. She squeezed the life out of me.
She told me to say things she wanted to hear
I told her what she needed

dark tattered bar baskets
perhaps one shouldn't
loose words and gossip
I can't imagine any benefit
puke food and frivolous spending
where are you?

What is your relationship with yourself, with your soul, and with God?
Are you afraid to let go?
Why?
Find your trust. Do not question. Do not fear. Drop all reason and listen closely..
Let GO
465 · Oct 2014
it hurts so good (10w)
pat Oct 2014
I pursue girls and love
because I am a *******
465 · Sep 2014
falling for you
pat Sep 2014
Fall
color
fresh air
breathe in
chapped lips
chilling Fall air
leaves falling cold
reds and yellows fall
fresh air from the window
a chapped kiss as hands grip
hands grip hips as chapped lips kiss
naked hips kiss as clothes slip to the floor
bodies hard against the wall next to the door
tripping, over clothes on the floor, and out the door
laughing  gripping hands, dancing down the hall naked
bare feet on a hardwood floor, chilled naked skin, Fall air
long hair and pale skin, running naked to the shower, laughing
a bathroom door, old and wooden, opened with cold hands
cold hands turn a shower on and wait for warm water
hands wait and press hard against neck and breast
chapped lips bitten by teeth as hands grab hips
warm tongues, warm cold necks with spit
goose bumps spread, cold on legs
tiptoed hot water, laughter
wet feet, wet butts, hot
screaming from heat
laughing screams
naked and wet
so soothing
warmth
Fall
465 · Aug 2014
canned soup
pat Aug 2014
I'm on a few days sleep
I'm barely dying
I'm almost hot
I'm kind of not here
I'm actually very sick
I'm outside of feeling things
I'm swearing I'm ok
I'm spitting up blood
459 · Feb 2014
pay attention
pat Feb 2014
Listen to me dare I say?
See, I say, see things in my way.
Be as old as mold and owe one to me
for I say "see?" as I say things like
Oh, and Me, and Open me
like ham or no.. Is ham a meat?
Am I a meat? May I be eaten?
In my head, it's you I'm meeting.
So,
am I so cool?
You say I am.
So what?
You say so but
I say
I think I'm making babies.
Maybe make me tasty rabies.
Rabies make me hasty ladies.
Ladies make me paste for free
(;
452 · Aug 2014
dear Dr. Carla Francis,
pat Aug 2014
I will never

floss because

getting drilled

turns me on
452 · Aug 2014
easy come, easy go (10w)
pat Aug 2014
woke up tired
drove up
"I'm sorry, but you're fired"
literally just got fired this morning lol
please leave me optimistic comments (=
hahahahaha
448 · Aug 2014
mi amor
pat Aug 2014
mi corazón es fuerte.
Es mejor que  una patata.
pat Aug 2014
I don't even know you
yet I owe you everything
443 · Aug 2014
fair is fair(10w)
pat Aug 2014
you have me
all I want
in return
is you
pat Aug 2014
kind of pumped to get the **** out of it
I'm sorry this, is at your expense. Then again,  
ten bucks says I try to come back one day
wake up sad, " why did things have to change?"
I'll say "I'm sorry" we'll **** right away
I'll lose interest quickly and be on my way
432 · Aug 2014
let life be
pat Aug 2014
Lips, I am seeing them
In my head. I'm swimming in this
inner resting colors .blues and greens
a pillow squeezed between my hands and face it
places will be able to be possible
I'm not so full. I'm operating
out of key, but balancing
between the rests
beneath my chest
a bleeding beating thumper thing
four in at best
a stable test
tickle my neck with teeth a tongue
I'm young except I'm almost not
but  fun to some that know me best
believe, the rest
they think I'm crazy
crazy thoughts
and misbehaving ways
the way I want to be
the haunting things are passing
tasks are done and tasks will come on
let it be
relieve the stress
unleash the rest and let life be
aware of fear, but distant
fixate on what  makes us different
dictate self control
your mind is beauty
full of light
pat Aug 2014
spending time with you
there is nothing to think through
420 · Oct 2014
psh
pat Oct 2014
psh
I imagined my own thoughts
starting with ****, these stains
THICK
Stained to the carpet and wood below. Oh, THICK smell and color
A wash board?
A wash? How could we wash such a thing,
A **** stained rug and a **** stained floor?
How could I think of anything else when seeing the lines of stain

***. not just, but of someone. Not some thing,
but man with reason and morals
A confused man.
Not drunken, or ill in health.
He lies always,
caught by no one
Why?
He is a confused man with many secrets.
This one,   it is certainly ****.
Whether it is in bottles beside the bed,
or a lean towards the mirror with the sink running fast,
it is always unique.
it is always a secret..
415 · Sep 2014
high fever (510w)
pat Sep 2014
I'd like to begin with an old fashioned signature
" be good to us, and we'll be good to you"
See, in this case we have a few things to explain
One being reality. What is it?
Can we draw a line between what is and isn't, or are we better off inert?
Inert as in, a stationed mental awareness,
rather than a fixed location of matter.
Remember that we can play with both the idea of control, and fate.
A God. Many Gods. No Gods.  It doesn't make a difference.
You claim to know a God, and they claim they know many.
Where is your argument?
You're as wrong as you are right, which brings me to another thought,
If we are continuously both living and dying in This state
then what about when we move on to the next?
Assuming of course there is some sort of life after death
Though, there is no certainty
In fact, how can one be certain death IS an inevitability?
Sure, it happens to those around us,
and we are thoroughly informed that Everyone dies
But, if you haven't experienced death, how do you know it's real?
I'm not trying to flirt around with certainty
I'm aware that I exist and that's all I can really Know
but that is a lonely road, and it literally gets you nowhere.
What I am trying to say though is that matter, or "the physical realm"
it would be nothing without the mind.
Just like the mind would be nothing without matter would be nothing without the mind would be nothing without matter would be nothing without the mind would be nothing without matter would be nothing without the mind would be nothing without the mind would be nothing without the mind would be nothing without the mind would be nothing without the mind...  
You see? One cannot exist without the other.
If we can die, then the physical realm Must die with us.
Death should not frighten you or even make you sad.
What should scare you is that time is constantly moving
Everything around you is going to crumble,
and life will slip through your fingers. Everyone you know will get older.
Your parents. Your kids. Your pets.
They're all coming to an end, and so are you,
and by the time you get there you'll be so sick and tired,
you'll convince yourself you are ready.
One last prayer to God. One last goodbye to family, lovers, friends,
and life.
Last days turn into a couple seconds
a line segment representing your life coming to a point
Lights dim to black. The only sound is low vibration
A Panic takes over every cell
Floating through nothing while understanding that
everything that ever was, is, and will be, is now coming to an ultimate end
your reality is a black sphere in black space
balancing on a long thin breaking stick
Desperation
All memory and understanding now ending, you fight
laying on your back, feet and hands trying to hold up existence until
Mother- "what made you so upset?"
Son- "I was thinking about time"
hashtag existential crisis
411 · Aug 2014
a poem by a frog
pat Aug 2014
"Ribbet"
unfortunately this frog croaked before posting his own work. So I did the honor.
411 · Aug 2014
2 jobs no sleep
pat Aug 2014
Red tubes ***** up the few who choose to be blue
they use shoe glue
to fuse the souls of their shoes back together
the weather channel channels
whether or not we can handle the weather
it's all for the better
I compare myself to a rusty faucet
I'm lost yet I've found all new meanings
I'm still feigning for a cigarette
but I figure, best be cautious with my desires
I perspire working for hours
looking forward to a shower
followed by devouring my pillow
with the back of my tired *** head
410 · Oct 2014
tell me (10w)
pat Oct 2014
do you think I'm bad
because I do bad things
pat Aug 2014
when alone,
do I choose my identity
or lose it?
pat Aug 2014
I want to make money
and give it all away
400 · Aug 2014
(10 birds)
pat Aug 2014
~'~   ~'~   ~'~   ~'~
   ~'~   ~'~   ~'~
      ~'~   ~'~
           ~'~
this took me a lot longer than it would have taken you lol
400 · Aug 2014
holden caulfield
pat Aug 2014
holding my head as I jump as high as the ground
I'm falling, as high as the clouds
so, fly away with me
I'll take you around
we'll race for the mornings end
the summer comes and we
try for what's left of this dream
I'm calling you back to say
"I love you" to fix my mistakes
some say we can't live life without any faith
pride for the roads that we take
pick me up, let me in
I feel so out of place
I feel like I'm ready to go
Oh, and it's just like you
to act like you don't even care
Oh, and it's just like me
to go home in this state
you can break yourself away, do it all alone.
and they won't know
and you can thank your dad and God that you've got a home
it's somewhere to go
399 · Feb 2014
for girls and guys only
pat Feb 2014
oh lady oh lady
Me sew so shady
like Buns on hons and guns for fun.
For I
I too have got the runs.
and
as I run
nocturnally internally
Big boys bagged me
carefully gently.
Make a mean salad
Devote no teeth but,
Take a meat salad
and share it with a friend.
<3
pat Aug 2014
When I see you
I'll realize that I missed you
397 · Sep 2014
been dyin for ya (20 L)
pat Sep 2014
You visit me in my dreams
You wake me up when I am tired
You fill me up when I'm hungry
You keep my spirits up throughout the day
You keep me focused when I need to be
You are there when I want to goof off
You and I have all the same friends
You are always there for me when I see them
You are there for me when I have to say goodbye
You stick with me when I feel uncomfortable
You sit through every late night party with me
You have saved me from every awkward moment
You are there for me when I need a break
You walk me home at the end of the night
You stay awake with me when I can't sleep
You make me feel less lonely
You calm me down when I get anxious
You hold my hand in my darkest moments
You wait with me till the sun comes back
You are the answer to all my problems except you, my one.. cigarettes
394 · Oct 2014
whatever (10w)
pat Oct 2014
Um,
         well I think stuff I guess..


I don't know
393 · Aug 2014
don't ask
pat Aug 2014
your toes painted blue
a light sky hue. a whisper to me
tears roll hot down my cheek
your hair's falling out love
I'm gonna miss you when you die
393 · Aug 2014
my insecurities (10w)
pat Aug 2014
when you think of me
is it always good things?
I can't help it /:
393 · Aug 2014
smile!!! (10w)
pat Aug 2014
Your body's like peeing
it is better in my bed.
385 · Aug 2014
if walls had eyes (10w)
pat Aug 2014
things I do
inside my room
would make you puke
374 · Aug 2014
a poem about space
pat Aug 2014
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pat Aug 2014
when life gives you food you don't like...




Eat it
pat Aug 2014
oh boy, a lie's a sin, but when we lie to ourselves
maybe that's where all the bad begins
I pulled apart my prayer and then I stared to the sky
Sunday morning came and then it died.
Man, I swear, I barely need a thing.
All I want from life is to be free.
When I empty it, my mind's in bliss
but it's not easy rolling through the struggles day to day
I'm calling out to ones sought out to be just like this
give away your things and come my way
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