I miss you daddy...
It's been 2 weeks since I've seen you

I am a leader,
I serve,
A follower of Christ
I make mistakes,
I started rough
I am polished
With cracks,
I survive
With hardships
I WILL stand
When I am cursed,
I WILL rise up, I will fall
Seek guidance
When I don't have the answers,
When others reject Christ
I will dare to believe him,
I will dare to be me...

if I don't have anything,
If all I have is taken, and all my hopes and dreams are stolen...
I won't give a **** cause I got you...
Don't think to buy me a dimond ring or a purl necklace
Cause if I don't have you,
I don't have anything.

Here I am.
I've come along way.
And I'm still going, I will never quite.

scatted, broken
fixed, open
erase, write over,
speak out, unspoken,
sing, im heard,
write, read
Language

Yes I saw it all....
I was there in my room trying not to listen but they are so loud.
Its been six years and I regret them all..
I heard the words he said to you....  I watched the cascading tours fall into their ruin, left to you to deal with.....
Remember when it was just you and me? Then he came in and took everything away from me... Mom, he took you away from me!
We would be better off without him he's a **** anyways.....
He glares, staring he won't look away... It's like his own form of torture for me...
Why him?
Get out of my life!

..Even though it seems as though hardships block my sight, you take me above my circumstances. Father, you send comfort my way when times seem to be clouded by pain...and now i know that fear has no place in my heart...perfect love drives out all fear..i strive to have a heart of expectancy, that you will provide, because you always do. your such a faithful GOD.

Where
Do
I
Turn
Now?
Will
You
Ever
Trust me?........
Will
You
Ever
Stop
Using
Our
Relationship
As a joke?
Where
Do
I
Turn?

excuse me babe, your perfect as you are..
never change ...please
despite whether people say your not good enough,
i fall over my own feet when you walk by...
and i choke up when you talk to me so i cant form words...
so stay you, cause if you change you may forget who you really are.
you already are perfect, flawless..

Dance, dance with me,
Take me to the edges of the earth
And romance me, show me
Your favorite
Stars in the sky as the moon settles in it's place
At midnight

i can see light at the end of the darkness now.
i can see hope through this dead end
i could hear God  loud and clear now telling me,
leave fear and doubt behind you.... get up and shake the worry of your soul...
.. im not done with you yet...
i have a plan for you
you havent failed me
i never left you i was always riht there with you
i was just waiting tell you were ready to follow me
i had to get you to the place were you would listen first
and your destiny is only beginning
dont loose hope.... im not finished with you yet

i am ready now

even though i try to play it off...
acting like im happy
when i cant even look at myself
without taking the mirror
and throwing it across the room
i dont know what to do anymore...
feeling like im only sinning, anymore
im doing whatever i can do, to do the right thing...
yet i feel like no matter what i do
im running from you.....
no matter where i turn
its never right....
like i cant get out of this pit of failure ive crawled into
God why!!!
....why now?

24 and he lived his life more than many of us do in a life time....
He shouldn't have suffered like he did...
When many told him he could never play music, that he wouldent amount to much of nothing cause it's hard to do,
The only words he said were " I'm not gonna miss out on something great just because it's hard to do..."