Far, is where you are from where I am...
My alarm won't wake me up anymore, and the sounds from beyond my room only seem to be getting louder...I stood behind my closed door, letting the tears hit the ground as I sink closer to the floor... Dad why are you not here? Will it be to late before I can spend anytime with you?

I opened my chest sitting by my window and under all the dry, wrinkled roses and dust I found the lat picture of you and mom together.. I held it close to my heart and laid in my bed pretending that your hand was stroking my hair like you always do... I pretended that you kissed my forehead and said goodnight... And aloud through my choked up voice I said it back... Of only you were here daddy.

You think you can just shove words down my mouth?
You think you know who I am?... What I believe?
You just love making my struggles known don't you?
Throwing daggers at my heart makes you grin... You love judging me, making SURE in falling apart... At least I'm falling in the right direction..
Im the first you look for to blame, threatening me with your sickening power.. You never sympathize,
I swear you enjoy my pain!

Dance, dance with me,
Take me to the edges of the earth
And romance me, show me
Your favorite
Stars in the sky as the moon settles in it's place
At midnight

if I don't have anything,
If all I have is taken, and all my hopes and dreams are stolen...
I won't give a **** cause I got you...
Don't think to buy me a dimond ring or a purl necklace
Cause if I don't have you,
I don't have anything.