My love,
Your my heart, my life, my song,
and I can't stand it
The profound beauty of your whole being is such a temptation like a rolling wave trying to sweep me in, I try my best to resist..
Babe,
My thoughts drive me crazy when I find myself not being able to stop thinking about you,
Imagining us laughing and then falling into eachothers arms and being able to feel the smile in between eachothers lips as we kiss....
The part I hate is, that you don't love me back... You adore the thought of me, but you don't
love me.....
So I hate that I love you.... I can't Stand it, you know exactly how to touch to keep me staying for another hour more,
If only your heart was engraved in mine babe, as mine was in yours,
I hate that I love you......

I dance through the once so solid brick,
i twirl around the weeping willows that chase my skin,
My finger tips graze the tops of the daises as i ponder the abundant blue sky,
I dance because i am FREE
I run far away from the clawing thorns and dance towards the Lilly's.
Running as the wind washes me like a clear river in the spring...
I am FREE to dance!

..Even though it seems as though hardships block my sight, you take me above my circumstances. Father, you send comfort my way when times seem to be clouded by pain...and now i know that fear has no place in my heart...perfect love drives out all fear..i strive to have a heart of expectancy, that you will provide, because you always do. your such a faithful GOD.

i see your lieing eyes, you whisper in my ears, that you've got me i your chains...how did i get here? im so blinded by the roads Ive taken.. searching for an identity in all the wrong places. now i caught myself only caring about being in the hype and only wanna live up my life with foolish idols that never fill just leave you emptier.  but im wide awake now, no more turning back, im not running anymore, time to face my new life. To much of this life was wasted on foolish things....im wide awake now..