6:15 alarm goes off
6:17 you start the day
6:18 our first fight
6:18 you compare me to my siblings, saying that they do better than me
6:19 I make you coffee

7:47 you leave for work
7:48 i walk into my room and cry

11:46 i fight with your youngest child

4:07 you call home and tell me to start dinner
4:15 i start dinner

6:08 you get home
6:10 our second fight
6:12 you stop yelling and walk off

7:13 dinner
7:22 me and your oldest child get into a fight
7:25 me and you get into a fight

7:34 i go to my room. not to come back out until you want coffee in the morning..

Freezing rain
How BEAUTIFUL
Things started to SHINE with ice

But

The  f r e e z i n g  rain kept coming.
Trees
GLISTENED like glass
And then b r o k e like glass.

Most animals were safe.
Not the pheasants
Their eyes  f r o z e  shut.

The pheasants.

Sat.

Helplessly.

In the roadside ditches
Blindfolded
With ice.

His eyes
Her smile
Both light up my world

His laugh
Her giggle
Both make my sides tickle

How he cares about me
How she cares for me
It's all so confusing

I don't know anymore

Which one?

Him
or
Her
?

Fairy tales have happy endings
Love is found, villains defeated
But my story has no love
And my faith is depleted

The first tears fell
When I entered the bright cold room
Doctors handed me to my mother

Tears fell again
When I entered the bright cold room
To say goodbye to her
The one I knew, loved, and cherished

Tears fell once more
When we put her in the ground
The dirt smelled of rain
And our eyes full of pain